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aduh...sumbody help me pleaseee.... apa sih obatnya ga mood belajar??? huhuhuhu... okei2... let's see.. ini uda rabo malem...uda jam 10..plg in 2-3 hours uda ngantuk abis dan bobok... besok pagi2..mesti cabut ke city.. urusin post office ama ke melb central..meaning..dr pagi ampe around jam 2 siang uda ga bs belajar.. js tinggal stgh hari.. examnya hari jumat tuh PAGI nak.... tolong ya..sadar nak... PAGI... uda ga mgkn mo ngafalin pagi2 gitu...berarti bebek chayankkkkk....belajarnya tinggal stgh hari plus 2-3 jam malem ini...hmmm... ada 5 question tuh..belom dibikin semua... (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)... let alone dihafalin (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA,......)

 

ada segepok teori yg ga jelas apaan... (gile..knp sih harus ada nobel finance segala??? bikin org makin tergila2 nyiptain teori ga jelas aje... grrrrrr) belom lg product yg entah ada berapa ratus biji itu... (hiperbola bgt sih...tp tetep aje....BUANYAK BOKKKK.....)... okei2.... BELAJARRRRRRRRRRRR...................

 

aduh gile...males bgt deh ak...wats wrong coba...emang dr sono nya begini sih... hoho...tp asli deh nih subjek susahnya amit2...gini masi mo master in finance...apaan coba..aduh2....fokus dulu... exam... AFX3021..RISK FINANCE..jumat 9.30... harus dapet D..ga mo tau..pokoknya D.... klo bs HD..tp itu sih ngimpi abizzz.... uda lah D aja cukup deh... BELAJAR OIIIII........

 

serius bekkkk...belajar....huhuhuhu...okei2...belajar2....

 

PS: moga2 ga ada another blog entry for tonite..or tomolo,...pokoke sampe mari exam deh...

finally...I made up my mind....dunno if that's the right decision..the more I think about it the more I got confused and the more it scares me... klo dipikir2 mulu kyaknya ga abis2 deh stresnya... so drpd stresss ga entek2, mending make decision (moga2 bener rek decision'e...) then move on... I got 4 papers in the next 2 weeks and a report to finish..gotta focus on them first.. apalg tis semester..huhu..bolos mulu...gawat deh pokoke..

 

also, i need to organise a bit nih..kamarku wes kyak kapal pecah...dr td dibersihin koq ga bersih2 kyake.. hikxxx... namanya juga abis stres berat.. cant be bothered la to tidy things up.. need to start eat healthy too..or perhaps at least start eating food, not chips or chocolate....hahahaha... dunno deh..my life tis semester kacau balau.. huik..huik..huik.. dikit2 sakit.. dikit2 pusing lah..sakit perut la..kyaaaa.... i need bik sul..!!!!! aduh jd pengen makan rawon'e bik sul rek.. trus2...belom selese resolution'e...mesti bobok yg bener..haha... kadang sehari ga bobok..besoknya bubuk pagi siang malem....wes pokoke amburadul kabeh wes..

 

sudah2..cukup bek..beresin tuh assignmen yg salah bikin..huik..huik.. assignmenku salah bikin pek...untung ae ryan nanya..coba enggak, mboh wes piye iku...uda ah..bikin assg dulu..

 

bebeq

 

again......pusinkkkkkkk.....hahaha..

everytime i write blogs, isinya pusink terus...stress terus..kesannya kasian amat hidupku....hahaha...

actually, i wanted to write lines and lines on why i'm stress berat at the moment...but i think this time..i better write lines and lines on why i should be happy with my life at the moment.... hope fully i can manage a lot of lines..hehhe...so here we go...why should i be happy now????

 

1. i'm still breathing..alive..have two legs, two arms, two eyes and everything that comes with the package..and all are working damn well... (except my brain at the moment which is at the stage of mild damage as a result of too much studying...wakakaka... so bullshit hah??)

 

2. got many friends..maybe not hundreds..or not even 50..but i have few friends which i can trust even with my life...hmm...guess i'm pretty lucky for that...

 

3. my parents are still together... and i have a brother that i luv sooo much... tat means..i still have a family.. not a perfect one, but good enough for me... 

 

4. i have couple of bucks in my wallet...a saving account and mom's credit card... so i wont have to worry about wat to eat tomorrow or even the day after

 

5. i'm living in a nice and a damn expensive apartment... so i got a place i can come home to... ^^

 

6. i got jobs..part time..but earn me enough to satisfy my crave for shopping...wakakkaka...

 

7. i got a pretty smart brain.. at least ppl says i do..and it has helped me through 2.5 years of college..so another exams period... i should manage la...

 

8. mm...i'm starting to slow down with my list.... ooo...i got a SAPI...hahaha..gotta treasure him for sure.. ekekekke...so kawai...

 

9. I'm not that religious..but i have a faith...i believe that God will take care of me... no need to know more than that..hihihi... i guess that's enough to get me through my life.. at least it worked before..

 

10. i'm having problems now..big one..but it's not a life or death situation...so i guess i'm still much luckier than some people..

 

11. i got laptop and printer at home...am i lucky for that?? i guess so..cos i know some ppl have to stay in the library till late to do assignment..while i can do it here in my cozy bed..with sapi on my side...which makes me become lazier..but anyway, i should be grateful for that...

 

okay..i guess i quit trying to prolong this list..anyway..does that make me feel better?? hahaha... i think so.. it's up to me to see the cup half empty or half full... ^^

wanna see it as half full from now on..

 

bebe

 

cant believe it..week 12 already.. 2 weeks left and then final exam.. meaning my days as student is less than a month... >.< I know doing assg sucks..exams are even worse..but now that i am only a month away from being 'free', why on earth am I scared??? hahahaha...tat explains i guess....being a student is not tat bad after all... all i need to do is study and get a good result and tat's about it..

 

however, before i can worry about after school life, gotta worry bout passing my subjcts rite?? keke.. got 2 reports to finish..buz eco and risk transfer..shouldnt be tat bad these two... i'm starting with buz eco already (so proud of myself!!) and risk transfer...mmm..no comment yet..hahaha...but the EXAMS...!!! aaaaa.. branding..have no idea watsoever about tis subject...well, wat to expect if i only came to lect twice this semester..!! now i started to regret it..  risk transfer.. dun have the text..haha..better borrow it from rmit asap before it's all gone.. risk finance...need to pray lah for this one..wakakkakaa.... and then buz eco..this one is mar2 responsibility...hahaha...so can relax a bit lah for tis one... hohoho...

 

last semester...i need at least a straight D.... wakaka.. aza aza fighting!!!

 

bebe

tell u what...most (or some should i say??) ppl said i'm a shopaholic...which is definitely not the case!!!! not that i mind being one though...hohohoho...after all shopping is always be cheaper than psychiatrics rite??? anyhow.. here's the facts... i havent shopped ever since tika flew back to Bali..which was somewhere in early August.. okay...i admit before that i shop a lil bit too much... but then i didnt buy practically anything (as far as i could remember...) for a whole month!!!!! i'm pretty sure i didnt buy anything since then until last week.. but again, it's my bday..need to buy a gift for myself..and myer was on sale..hehe.. so i got myself a nice sunglasses...it's spring afterall.. i definitely need one..!!!!

 

i kinda confuse why i write this blog...just been thinking about my shopping habit i guess.. i still have a long list of needed and wanted items..and i start to buy expensive stuff lately.. (rachel will definitely kill me for this... cannot tahan..hoho) but at the end of the day, i think i'm not a shopaholic whatsoever... i just love to shop... hahaha... 

 

confused bebe..

and i'm hungry as well plus havent had enough sleep lately...

I guess that should explain my blurred point of view here..